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I awoke the next morning to an empty bed and lay there looking at the wooden beams holding the roof up and thought about last night. I knew in my heart that I now wanted to marry Jade but my mind was saying she was too young to be stuck with me, she had only just turned twenty and at fifty I was thirty years her senior, was it right?She will say yes if I ask her, my inner monologue ran, she almost said as much last night when I carried her into the bedroom. But should I tie her down at such a young age?*The words tie her down caused my groin to hijack my thoughts for a minute before the brain reasserted control. Of course, nearly 50% of marriages in the UK end in divorce, with an average length of twelve*years. Where the fuck had I had picked those statistics up and what a depressing thought. Hell twelve*years with Jade I would take. That would see me into my sixties and Jade into her thirties, perhaps if things did fall apart at that point, then it would be best for both of us.These sort of thoughts continued to swirl through my brain as a lay there before I decided that it was time to get up.Dragging myself out of bed and walked through to the living room area and saw that the door to the outside terracing was open. Stepping out, I was met by a cool breeze. I looked towards the plunge pool, but Jade was not there. I looked around and saw Escort Fikirtepe her lounging on the seating area off to the right, she seemed lost in thought looking out at the island across from us.I moved over to join her, ?Hey penny for them???Morning, nothing I was just thinking how beautiful it is here, peaceful.??Yes, it is,? I said following Jade?s gaze out across the water and then leaning down and kissing her.*quot;I am going to get a coffee, do you want one???Yes please.?I went and poured us both a coffee before returning to the terracing and sitting down next to Jade. She swung her legs up onto my lap and looked at me.?What do you think made Amber and Ben think we might be swingers??I mulled the question over in my mind, ?I think that they were testing the water, I suspect that they try something similar with any couples they fancy. They never actually said they thought we were swingers they wondered if we were voyeurs if I remember rightly.??So you think they fancied us, then???Well, I suspect that they fancied you more than me. I am just an obstacle in the way of them getting to you.??Well, if they don?t fancy you, then they are not getting me.??So you are considering it then? Don?t I get a say in this? You?re my girlfriend after all.?Jade looked at me, ?I am not your property you know.??I know Sancaktepe escort you?re not, but I should at least have a say in who gets to fuck you.??Really, my body is mine, I think I decide who gets to stick their cock in me.??Well, if you are with me then I think I fucking well do,? I don?t know why, but my anger was rising and it was starting to get the better of me.Jade glared at me before standing up, ?Suggest you think again, you might not be with me much longer if that is your attitude.?She stormed past me, her bare feet slamming into the wooden floorboards with force, as she got to the door to the bungalow she turned and snarled at me, ?I have fucking shared you with Hannah and Amy, typical fucking guy.?I sat stunned, what the hell had just happened. How had a hypothetical discussion on swinging suddenly turned into a major argument? I stood up, then sat back down running my hands across my face. I needed to go and apologise and make things right, I couldn?t afford to lose her.Taking a deep breath I stood up and went back into the bungalow, looking around I could see the door to the bedroom was closed. I approached it listening hard and could just make out the sound of sobbing.I paused at the door before gently knocking, ?Jade, I am sorry can I come in please.?There was no answer, ?Jade please üsküdar escort bayan honey, I am truly sorry,? I turned the handle on the door and carefully opened it. Preparing to dodge anything that might be thrown at me, I stepped slowly into the room, ?I?m coming in?Jade was lying face down on the bed, her face buried into the pillow.?Jade,? I said softly as I slowly approached the bed, ?I really am sorry, I didn?t mean it, I love you, Jade, Jade.?I sat down on the bed and tentatively placed my hand on her leg. She flinched but didn?t move her leg.?Jade, darling, look at me. I am sorry, I was wrong, I love you and am proud that you are my girlfriend. I shouldn?t have said what I did, but I live in fear that you will find somebody better, somebody younger.?Jade turned and looked at me, her eyes were red and tearful, ?we have been through this before, I love you and it is you who I want to be with, I am not going anywhere.?I smiled weakly at her, ?But look at you, you are gorgeous, I am definitely punching above my weight. You say you are not going to leave me now, but the future.??Don?t think about the future, we are together, I love you and want to be with you. You are not punching above your weight trust me.?I leaned in and kissed her softly on the lips, ?oh trust me I am. I am a fifty-year-old bloke with a beautiful and very fit twenty-year-old girlfriend. You do realise that when people look at us together they assume that I have either corrupted you, kidnapped you or that you are only with me for my money.??There is another possible reason.*quot;I thought for a second, but nothing came to mind, ?no can?t think of another reason, what is it??